FAT chicks...

I’m such a wanker.

I was just watching Today Tonight on Channel 7 when I realised how superficial I am. Research showed a fat lady (size 24) and a normal sized lady (size 12) performing everyday tasks. The normal sized lady is treated, well normally, whilst the fat person is discriminated against, bearing the brunt of cruel stares and people who plain ignore her. Especially men.

It's true that fat people are discriminated against. The scary thing is that nearly half of all Australians are obese. The way I see it, even the size 12 chick is obese. I don’t actually recall specifically ignoring/marginalising fat people or staring at them. Although I do acknowledge that I’m quite totally disgusted. My dad actually sniggers and laughs behind their back. I am ashamed that I see women in that light, but I don’t know how I can change. If men are wired that way, then it would require a hell of a lot of character to want to get to know any fat girl better. No, I’ve never taken the initiative to speak to someone fat, nor tried to know that person any better than on the surface. I just don’t see myself doing it. I can try, and have tried, but polite conversation is about as far as it goes.

I know most, if not ALL girls like to play each other up. When I ask about their friends, they always say their friend is “hot”. I’ve learnt not to trust women’s judgment in that aspect because most of the time, “hot” equals “shit”. I suppose women are jealous of each other as well. “Hot” might be a sarcastic term. Honestly, there are very few “hot” women around because “hot” is so subjective. But most of the “hot” girls I know are actually acquired tastes. “Hot”-ness isn’t dependant solely on physical appearance (that is termed “screwability”), but on the entire package. From the way she walks to the way she sips water. Yes, girls, you’ll be surprised at how close you’re being observed sometimes. That said, for a fat girl to obtain “hot” status is quite an impossibility. Conversely, a slightly above average looking girl has a significantly higher chance of achieving that “hot” status.

There is no fixed formula for me which determines how “hot” a girl is. Some girls just look better doing things than others. Different activities suit different chicks (e.g. the girly sort and the sporty sort), but they can all be “hot”. Over the years, I’ve come to realise the girls that blow you away at first glance are usually the “hottest” but then they lose their appeal very quickly. The best chicks are the ones who are nice to look at, but their personality and charisma elevates them above the “hot” status. And the good thing is that, the latter is more common and more easily attainable – I suppose.

My thoughts are rather jumbled. I guess the point I want to make is that fat women don’t tickle my fancy at all; highly unlikely, even in a 100 years. I may sound like a bastard, but ask yourself whether this is how you feel deep down.

Speaking of which, a “hot” chick is coming to visit me. Yup, Miko’s going to be here for a few days – till Saturday I think.

AND she’s a size 6.