Inexplicable

To her

Who are you now
Are you still the same
Or did you change somehow
What do you do

At this very moment when I think of you
And when I'm looking back
How we were young and stupid
Do you remember that?

No matter how I fight it, can't deny it
Just can't let you go

I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you like
I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Now look at me
Instead of moving on
I refuse to see
That I keep coming back
Yeah, I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last

I've tried to fight it, can't deny it
You don't even know that

I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you like
I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

No, No... I wish I could find you
Just like you found me, that I
Would never let you go

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Miko is flying off this afternoon so I will take her to the airport. We spent last night talking. And talking. About stuff. Very tiring indeed. In the end, I made clear my direction and sent her in tears. Oh well, it's better to be honest than accomodating I reckon. But we're fine. Absolutely.

It's strange. It's so strange. It's bloody strange - the selection process.