Sunday, June 12, 2005

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I attended 3 church services today in a search for solace.

The truth is I'm still pretty upset about what happened last night. Nevertheless, for those of you who contacted, called, emailed me etc. I thank you for your friendship and support. It means a lot to have friends who bother to understand you. Regardless whether you knew what was going on or not, you answered my call and I'm deeply touched.

For the first time in many months, I knelt down and I prayed in the quiet of my room. I thank God for the wonderful persons he created around me and even to know them, by whichever means, is only by the grace of God. I beg God earnestly for an hour plus. For I know God fully and completely understands what I desire and He hears me, so I feel a bit better. :)

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

U Rule bro. You're kind and you're a nice man. You deserve to be heard and u deserve people's concerns. =)

gilliangel said...

Hey bud.Wow, i havent logged on in about a week and there's been such drama.

The beauty and danger behind internet blogging,eh?

Anyhow,i love how you are forthright with your thoughts.A lot of people nowadays hide behind the shadow of being 'politically correct' and not wanting to offend anyone and in the process, lose their own opinions.

And you are right when you mention the 'no-games' policy. Playing games with matters of the heart unearths unnecessary miscommunication and anxiety. Having said that, I do believe in the odd mystery in a BGR to keep things interesting tho. *wink*

Have a beeyootiful week and may you continue to seek Him with all your heart.

Jon Lai said...

Yes gill, I hope I'm not the one who has to suffer because of internet blogging.

It's really strange how something virtual has an impact over reality. I'm still coming to terms with that.

Being forthright is one thing. That said, you still need to exercise prudence when blogging, especially if you need to insult someone. It'd be better to shut up in most cases.

If I still had the contacts of the people I have gamed with, I would apologize to each and every one of them. I'm beginning to feel and despise it. And I wouldn't be too happy if I was the subject of a game too. I am really really sorry but still people need to understand that.

Thanks for your comments and care though. I'll catcha soon :)