new blooogg!!! yipee!!!

i guess the need for a blos arrived after i had to tell someone about the one of the worst days of my life which was yesterday. Anyway, i got 50% for an assignment i put so much effort in. Its so embarassing especially when others got 60%++ and besides, i'm suppose to be a bloody "degree holder".

Sometimes i feel i add undue pressure on myself because of my insane drive to succeed in ALL that I do. I can't take it if i do badly.. that's so Me... damn. On hindsight, after Martine explained why she gave me 50%, i realised its truly my fault. I didn't do well because i didn't follow instructions. I think maybe God is trying to tell me to be humble or what.. But i'm inspired (after 18 hours of moping)

I can really appreciate it when pple say that you should thank God for failures.. God rocks!!